[ Son. It's a word that sits like a joke, one he doesn't belong to, but oddly comforting nonetheless.
He gasps out sharply, breath coming up short for no reason at all, just the delayed mess of convulsive emotion that's been locked up inside since the intensity started and made him clam up, defensive.
But now, here, he feels almost safe. Almost as if he had home here to belong to.
He shudders and tries to follow along, tries to breathe without careening into unnecessary panic all over again, nodding as if he might dare to believe that Iwai's got him now, he'll take care of everything from here.]
[ Although he feels like the opposite of 'good'- it's enough for a small ironic scoff of sound to quietly pass his lips. Ienzo smiles, feeling warmed by the soothing motions of a hand at his the small of his back. He took several more measured breaths, each making him feel a little more centered within himself. Aware of where he still felt achey, and emptied out, and wrung out.
Those muscles made tense from bracing himself against pain finally loosened, and he straightened his legs to standing, body still bent forward in a half-bow. ]
Mm... I think I'm feeling better now? [ He exhaled gratefully, pressing the heel of his hand to his lower abdomen and kneading back and forth with his wrist just to rid himself of that stretched out, bloated after-sensation of fullness. ] Thank you, for taking it easy with me.
Heh. Don't worry about it. Glad I could help ya out.
[He hums as he moves to have a hand up and mess up Ienzo's hair with a hum. Letting him breathe a bit before he takes the hose and moves to start splashing water all over him.]
If someone doesn't take care of ya, I feel like you're gonna get yourself into more shit.
[ Ienzo's must be tired, or barely conscious of it, the way he leans affectionately into the ruffling hand at the back of his head.
By the time he's getting more of a proper hosedown, the water still at a temperature safe for his insides and therefore not exactly shower-warm, the erratic splash of it makes him shiver and stifle an uneasy laugh, shifting a little in place while he rubs at his arms and front, reaching for soap. ]
You're probably right. [ He admits with a sigh, turning so Iwai can rinse him down on all sides. ]
[ He concedes, after an uneasy moment's pause. Because it hasn't been the first time he's gone numb and nonverbal in a moment of uncomfortable decision, consented to an experimental curiousity that he's later regretted.
The short ends of Ienzo's nails rake across his bare skin, clawing briefly at his forearms, the path of sensation reminding him that actions and inactions can bear consequences, oftentimes a momentary hurt, sometimes a little more lasting. The stripes on his thighs are, in a way, the same lesson he hasn't yet learned.
A tightness lingering in his chest leaves him yearning to be cared for. Arching his back a little for Iwai's appreciation, making the lines of his body just a little leaner and longer and pronounced.] Although... maybe the desire for novelty will wane with time? [ He squints, shrugs, watches suds swirl in the tub around his toes. ]
I guess I should make the most of my youth while I may yet claim to have capricious folly left in me, right? While that still amuses people... strangers and otherwise.
Trust me. When y'get to be my age, goin' out and doin' all this is less fun. If y'like it, maybe get used to it.
[But he does hum as he helps all the washing off continue. Letting it all splash down and go straight down the drain while he cleans himself up. His hand moves to a basket nearby and pulls out a bottle of lotion.]
Now, that bein' said, I am comin' with you next time.
[He hums and lets the water keep splashing over him, and going down the drain.]
[Ienzo squints, casting a curious glance toward Iwai as he rummages through his washroom odds and ends. He shuts off the water helpfully and steps out within reach of a towel ]
Oh... and how old are you? [ the younger man asks with a small wrinkle of his nose, wondering exactly how much time he's got left to be insufferably horny for things that prove vaguely disappointing till all the worlds' carnal fascinations begin to bore him entirely.
Though the idea of having a trusted older friend there at the club to guide him along, playing parent of sorts, is... comforting, oddly. It's funny. He's never really trusted the people who have taken it upon themselves to step in and be his guardian. They've always managed to fall short, somehow.
But Iwai's impressed him, all open doors and minimal judgment, undivided attention.
He nods.] Can I lie down to do it? [ Ienzo pipes hopefully. ]
55. Got a problem with that? [A long time, basically. He grunts as he hangs up the hose and moves to hand him a towel while grabbing the lotion to get it all shook up and ready to be used. Sighing and shaking his head.]
Yeah, of course. Y'want some food too? Somethin' to drink? Go get comfy on my bed and I'll get your stuff ready.
[He sighs and puts his hat back on before starting to stand up.]
But put your damn towel down, if you get my blanket wet, I'm makin' you do the laundry.
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Date: 2020-07-24 04:39 pm (UTC)[He sits there with the wand shooting water into the tub to have everything go right down the dragin.]
Take a few deep breaths. You're gonna be okay in just a moment.
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Date: 2020-07-24 10:08 pm (UTC)He gasps out sharply, breath coming up short for no reason at all, just the delayed mess of convulsive emotion that's been locked up inside since the intensity started and made him clam up, defensive.
But now, here, he feels almost safe. Almost as if he had home here to belong to.
He shudders and tries to follow along, tries to breathe without careening into unnecessary panic all over again, nodding as if he might dare to believe that Iwai's got him now, he'll take care of everything from here.]
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Date: 2020-07-27 11:01 pm (UTC)[He rubs that back a few more times.]
Y'feelin' empty yet or d'ya need another cleanin'?
[Holding up the hose... and letting the water splash down Ienzo's back. Not hot. Not cool. Just... nice.]
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Date: 2020-08-02 08:01 pm (UTC)Those muscles made tense from bracing himself against pain finally loosened, and he straightened his legs to standing, body still bent forward in a half-bow. ]
Mm... I think I'm feeling better now? [ He exhaled gratefully, pressing the heel of his hand to his lower abdomen and kneading back and forth with his wrist just to rid himself of that stretched out, bloated after-sensation of fullness. ] Thank you, for taking it easy with me.
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Date: 2020-08-05 03:50 am (UTC)[He hums as he moves to have a hand up and mess up Ienzo's hair with a hum. Letting him breathe a bit before he takes the hose and moves to start splashing water all over him.]
If someone doesn't take care of ya, I feel like you're gonna get yourself into more shit.
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Date: 2020-08-05 04:10 am (UTC)By the time he's getting more of a proper hosedown, the water still at a temperature safe for his insides and therefore not exactly shower-warm, the erratic splash of it makes him shiver and stifle an uneasy laugh, shifting a little in place while he rubs at his arms and front, reaching for soap. ]
You're probably right. [ He admits with a sigh, turning so Iwai can rinse him down on all sides. ]
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Date: 2020-08-08 02:29 am (UTC)Usually am.
[Said with a chuckle as he gives him a good splash.]
But hey. At least y'gotta experience somethin' new, right?
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Date: 2020-08-18 08:02 pm (UTC)[ He concedes, after an uneasy moment's pause. Because it hasn't been the first time he's gone numb and nonverbal in a moment of uncomfortable decision, consented to an experimental curiousity that he's later regretted.
The short ends of Ienzo's nails rake across his bare skin, clawing briefly at his forearms, the path of sensation reminding him that actions and inactions can bear consequences, oftentimes a momentary hurt, sometimes a little more lasting. The stripes on his thighs are, in a way, the same lesson he hasn't yet learned.
A tightness lingering in his chest leaves him yearning to be cared for. Arching his back a little for Iwai's appreciation, making the lines of his body just a little leaner and longer and pronounced.] Although... maybe the desire for novelty will wane with time? [ He squints, shrugs, watches suds swirl in the tub around his toes. ]
I guess I should make the most of my youth while I may yet claim to have capricious folly left in me, right? While that still amuses people... strangers and otherwise.
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Date: 2020-08-21 11:43 pm (UTC)[But he does hum as he helps all the washing off continue. Letting it all splash down and go straight down the drain while he cleans himself up. His hand moves to a basket nearby and pulls out a bottle of lotion.]
Now, that bein' said, I am comin' with you next time.
[He hums and lets the water keep splashing over him, and going down the drain.]
Ready for the lotionin'?
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Date: 2020-08-23 05:37 am (UTC)Oh... and how old are you? [ the younger man asks with a small wrinkle of his nose, wondering exactly how much time he's got left to be insufferably horny for things that prove vaguely disappointing till all the worlds' carnal fascinations begin to bore him entirely.
Though the idea of having a trusted older friend there at the club to guide him along, playing parent of sorts, is... comforting, oddly. It's funny. He's never really trusted the people who have taken it upon themselves to step in and be his guardian. They've always managed to fall short, somehow.
But Iwai's impressed him, all open doors and minimal judgment, undivided attention.
He nods.] Can I lie down to do it? [ Ienzo pipes hopefully. ]
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Date: 2020-08-25 09:56 pm (UTC)Yeah, of course. Y'want some food too? Somethin' to drink? Go get comfy on my bed and I'll get your stuff ready.
[He sighs and puts his hat back on before starting to stand up.]
But put your damn towel down, if you get my blanket wet, I'm makin' you do the laundry.